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I should blog . Been a few days since I last wrote anything. My two oldest kids went to their granny's for vacation bible school. I guess I'm pretty boring cause I don't really have much else to update . Life is life and its kinda redundant right now. Nothing spectacular happening. I did however get a list of school supplies for Alex finally ugh I so can't afford it. Money is so tight around here I can barely breath. I hate it. Can't ever do anything fun cause "we can't afford it" . Can't ever buy anything we don't need cause "we can't afford it". When exactly will we be able to AFFORD IT. I'm just tired of being broke. I want to buy Alex nice school supplies and school clothes but when you can't afford it its really hard. Anyway enough of my pity party or i'll get depressed about that again. Anyway life really isn't that bad or maybe it is and i'm just foolin myself everyday so I don't get depressed about it. We thought moving to Texas was going to be just great financially and the only thing we've done since we moved back here is struggle. Everyday we struggle. Yeah we bought a house but what good is that when you have no money to put into the house . I have several things I want to do to the house but you can't do any of those things without some cash which i don't have. Anyway ok for real enough pity partying.