More update

I'm so tired, things are so hectic around here . We are broke, Kirk had to get a second job which makes me feel like shit. I finally have an interview for the work at home job so hopefully I get that and I actually get paid lol. School had to be put off AGAIN can't even afford the tuition or books. I'm aware though that you can use financial aid to pay tuition but thats if I applied for financial aid in like MAY which I didn't so thats out. Anyway its ok although its aggravating that I have to keep putting it off. My kids having food and clothes and a roof over their head is more important at the moment. Anyway enough about that. A/C went out it kept freezing over I had to get an A/c repair guy out here to fix it , luckily we have a home warranty and it only cost me 65 bucks. Apparently we just needed freon. So heres the recent drama, Some good friends of ours needed me to watch their kids because she was going to have an abortion I won't go into why just chalk it up to being financial reasons not to mention the fact she was on birth control so it wasnt expected at all. Which I don't agree with but ultimately I wouldn't have been paying for the child for 18 years so ... anyway the first time she went last week she asked me to watch her other kids which i agreed to and they went and came back after an hour cause she got scared there were protesters i figured well she won't be going through with it then I guess wrong she did yesterday. I watched their kids again yesterday for 9 hours. She came in the door and I hugged her and asked her if she was ok. Even though I don't agree with what she did and even though she did it doesn't mean she doesnt' feel bad or I can't be compassionate to my friend. Anyway I'm sure this post will cause controversy. I dont' care. Anyway I'm going to a Mom's night out tonight with my local mom's group we are going to Olive Garden wooohooo. I can't wait to get the hell out of this house and be Amanda for a while. Thats all i got for a post for now....