Boring

Can I just say my life is incredibly boring. I get excited when I go to the grocery store just because I get to get out of the house. I get excited because I find the pool I wanted for the KIDS for cheaper than what it was online ALOT cheaper. I get excited to go out to eat at IHOP. Am I really that sad? My life has become so boring we never do anything probably cause we are broke most the time but hey we have a house right? UGH. Anyway summer is just one big fight the kids never stop someone is always screaming at someone and someone is always crying cause someone else hit, punched, scratched, slapped, smacked, kicked, poked, got too close to, took something , did something they didn't get to do, got something they didn't get, got less than someone else. You get it right? I'm stressed the fuck out. I need a vacation from being a mom. I know i signed up for this not once but 3 times and I accept that fully but sometimes i just need time off. I wish I had two days off from my work. But my job is 24/7 with no pay and the only benefits which are wonderful are kisses and hugs from my kids. I can't wait to go to school so I can get away. If only for a couple of hours at night at least i'd be getting away. Mom duty isn't the only thing either Maid duty calls too. I was up till 1am last night doing KIRKS laundry cause he decided to tell me he had no clothes to wear for work and apparently he can't remember to do his own laundry. Don't i have enough to do? I don't think I even remember what the old Amanda use to be like. I think she use to be fun cause the one I am right now isn't who i use to be at all. SAVE ME.. Ok enough droneing on and on about how i feel sorry for myself. Today is a new day and I choose to be happy and not drag ass all day. I choose to play with my kids in their new pool today and lay out in the warm sun. I choose to be HAPPY. What do you choose?