Sitting here

So today is Sunday, Kirk is at his new job today he's working two jobs this one is his weekend job he's workin at On the border waiting tables. We need the extra cash for a little while to get caught up. It looks as though things are looking up though I figured on Kirks next paycheck we can almost get caught up completely on our mortgage which is our first priority. We got a month behind because of stupidity really. Heres why its stupid when you think about it.. When Kirk first got his job at this architect firm I did a budget for us. Everything was going fine with it and then in January Kirk got insurance the insurance ran almost 200 a paycheck so thats 400 a month off the top of his check. Well stupid me didn't take that into a count in our budget (dunno where my brain was) but everymonth we were going in the hole 400 dollars every month. Well I didn't realize what was happening until um JUNE (smacks self) by then we were already 2000 in the hole . Moral of the story keep track of your budget better. So to say the least we are a month behind on ALL our bills so catch up here we come. Kirk got a second job on the weekend and I got a Job answering phones and taking orders for infomercials at home. So hopefully with the extra income coming in we can get caught up quick. I really don't wanna be in default on my mortgage only 5 months after we bought the damn place. Anyway shit happens and you deal with it. On another note I'm worried about a friend I hope everything is ok with her. Selfishly I miss talkin to her we haven't been talking much and I know the reasons and when I do talk to her I feel like i'm saying the same shit over and over and i know she's gotta be sick of hearing it. I hope she knows she can talk to me without judgement. I wish I could flip a switch for her and make her life better insantly and I wish I could give her clarity so she would know exactly what it was she wanted and actually take it instead of second guessing if its right or not. If you read this I hope you know that I love you very much like a sister and I want the best for you and I really hope you do for YOU and quit worrying about what everyone else thinks. I'll be here for you no matter what . Anyway thats all i got for an update....